…mag-bblog na lang ako para magkaroon naman ng kwenta itong tumblr account ko. Haha. Inaamag na kasi.
As I browse through various blogs, I saw that what they have there are mainly their written thoughts. As for me, they are mainly photos and other stuff. I don’t usually write my thoughts—my emotions mostly—but before I used to do that like 2 years ago, I think. Then after some time, I stopped writing and I really don’t know why. Ngayon nga sabaw na sabaw ako sa paghugot ng words to put in this entry. Kasi ganito…I’m not that kind of person that would let the public know what I really think nowadays. I just don’t want them to know because well, they don’t need to know in the first place. I’m a very private person. I don’t usually open up that much on people that I’ve first met. Don’t you think it’s really awkward if you just open up all about your life and yadda yadda when you first meet a person? Well I find it awkward and somewhat foolish. Yes, I find it foolish. You see, I just have all these walls around me. Getting back to the “I find it foolish” statement, eh kasi naman kakakilala nyo palang tapos ganon na? Di ba pwedeng getting to know about the basic information of each other muna? You’ll never know kasi what that person’s intentions are and opening about your life after just like a minute of meeting is not that good. Malay mo, masama pala yung intentions ng tao sayo and then there you are, telling the story of your life and that person can use it against you and you will end up hurt in the end. Before I open up to a person kasi, inaanalyze ko muna sila (oo, weirdo na ako) like I weigh in the possible consequences. Anyway, may advantages din naman yung pagiging like a person who is really, really private.
Una. By being like a private person, dun mo talaga malalaman yung mga taong talagang interested na makausap or makasama ka. Kasi when you’re a private person, you tend to generally look or act unapproachable. When a person really wants to get close to you, gagawin nya talaga yung mga bagay para maging close kayo.
Pangalawa. Less hassle, less drama, less intrigues. When you are like a public person, andami-daming intriga. As in. tignan nyo na lang yung mga artista. Haha.
Pangatlo. You know who your real friends are. Pag kasi super dami mong friends, parang ang hirap ng makilala silang lahat in depth. When you only have a few, mas nakakabond mo sila more and you get to know them and understand them better kasi tsaka less misunderstandings at kapag mag-oopen up ka sa kanila, they would understand you. When you do stupid things, they won’t judge you agad-agad kasi they really know who you are.
Three reasons pa lang yan. Pero there are disadvantages din naman and I’m not denying that. Eto na muna para mabitin kayo (kung may napagtyagaan mang basahin ito). Mehehehe. Whatever. :3
